water roars, drip to greening..
Intervals and foam and lalala.
New sidewalking, daisy lashes around my feet, spirals of marble, shiny glow for each toe. Backflashing, wheelies might spin across that cement walkway, capturing even landed float.
We have a new rampy sidewalk leading from my downstairs studio to the driveway, i am now completely independent in getting myself down and out, meaning i can go outdoors all by my self, how cool is this??!! oh yay oh yay for the simple pleasures in life.... Noah put little spirals and geometric shapes into the wet concrete, glass marbles, white tiles, fantasy.
1 month and 1 day until I return to the clinic in alaLAlaLAlamosa, I will probably start walking then, wheelchairless abundance, having spent 6 months within this quiet time of unwalkablility, of learning new ways of being, of wondering when and if I'll be a two-legged standing creature.
Well, I know that we humans developed with 4 legs, we walked quadropedded, not this silly biped motion, and having had 4 legs we could afford the loss of one, maybe even 2. Two works allright with eyes, lungs and kidneys. And I actually believe that we have 2 hearts, I read that somewhere. I know it's true because I feel them, sometimes independently of each other, beating the bearishness of breath heavy. DEEP PATH TWO-HEART, ROBIN ONE-HOP.